谎言

男生总是满口谎言。
不要把话说的理所当然，就轻易的说出任何事物。
谎言就像你的家常便饭一样。
吃过什么都不懂，打了嗝就走人。
遇见的都是那样。。。又这样这样啊，不然就那样那样咯。
极度讨厌。
不写了。要睡了。

晚安。

空间

自从我从马六甲搬回来。妈一直念我收拾房间!

搬回来的东西真的不知道要怎样收起来。

我的衣橱都爆满了。

鞋子不知该往哪摆。

我讨厌收拾 TT 

在想有个会做家事的男友挺不错的呗。LOLx.

发梦。

我就用图片说明吧 :

不想看到的东西。

想清掉。

乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱乱

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 我超爱买鞋的。买啦~ 买啦~  堆到比桌子还高。有些甚至没穿过的。是没机会穿啦。

 

衣服才是我最头疼的！衣橱满了。

这里一堆

 两堆

三堆

还有箱子里面的衣服。还有未来还没买的衣服 ==

女生嘛，总是有买不完的东西。看到喜欢的就买啦~买啦~再买啦~

我需要更大衣橱。

我要换橱！！！

给我空间！

 

thankful

this picture showing how much i thankful
i be thankful everything :)
Let's see who will be the 1st !
JIANG JIANG JIANG

       yea~ is them!!!

they are my chruch member in melacca :)

i oways felt warm in this big family . <3

on 25th dec 2011 they are the 1st helping me celebrate my b'day

when i enter the house all wearing black. i am the only wearing yellow. lolx. i really shocked when the cake were appear infront of me :)

WANT TO GIVE U ALL A BIG KISS. ME ME. HAHAHAHAHAXX.

thank you for the blessed too :)

i will bring this up to KL too.

i appreciate it :)

present from Jo Yin. i know why u gave me an apple. [you are the apple of my eye] right ? hahahaxx.

THANK YOU <3

VEVIEN!!! THANK YOU <3

and

thank you take out your golden time to teach me this <3

hopefully can lunch together again. god blessed u :)

vevien <3 i will miss u oways. heehee.

a gift from YEE MEI . pink purse <3

exactly my purse is time to change. i will keep it properly . i was using rite now .

THANK YOU

this blue dress i was wearing in this picture is a gift from yee mei too.

THANK YOU! THANK YOU!

Loepard shirt is a gift from rui ping n wang sing <3

yea ~ is my lovely housemate :)

THAKN YOU

On 27th celebrate my 2nd time b'day by my melacca gang!

they cheated me to the car and bring to klebang pantai =.= cheat me said u being not happy with your boyfren.want go klebang 吹吹风！wansing i pretty sure u can be an actress! I want to gv u an award to you >< >< and give a BIG clap to you. *clap* *clap*

THANK YOU u  guys celebrate klebang with me [wang sing, ruiping, wen xin, i yu, ah pek, ching khai, ah bao, ah kang, yun hao, monkey, fei ji, min shen, ah yao, kerson]

FAREWELL PARTY AT OVERTIME. [4.1.2011]

 

 my pretty coursemate <3

 

DD & me .XD

 candy & me

 

 dear friend :)

 i drunk ? hahahax. no...........i was very tired.

 farewell finished.
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Oh well well well, i am so touch when i receive this <3

T_______________T

that day on the way going back bahau, actually i been recorded a video on the car. 

i sang a song inside the video.bu

t dare not to up here. 

so paiseh *blush* heehee. i get it what u gals want to expression.

THANK YOU

THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU. 
THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU. 
THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU. 
THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.
 THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU. 
THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.
 THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.THANK YOU.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 

arghhhhhhh
I am so nervous .
I haven preapre anything.
2moro going to decide my new campus ~.~
my fate will be drop down by which campus ?
no ones know what will happen tomorrow. only god knows.
can i say I AM READY for challenge!!!
but lack of confident!!! ><
i oways can't be strong, even i want to be strong :(
but i oways been protected.
this time i felt that will be diffirent!
going to difficult way.
whenever where you go, the glory of god will follow.
study at outside, can learn more how you rely god.
this is what i learn at melacca.
so this period it is not been wasted :D
God said : yes ! you can go now.
i remember
when i were a little child i make a prayer :
i want to be a designer .
my primary school's essay oso wrote that i want to be a designer too. LOL
before enter mmu i oso make a pray :
i wanted to go KL study.
but that time i were so lost. i dun know where i going to. what i going to study.
i cincai cincai follow friend come. hahahaxx.
well, god put me at melacca.
he wanted me to rely him in a difficult situation.
Thoes people not understand why i wanted to leave melacca.
but god know. and I knows :)
WELL, i going to KL study my course that i wanted!
god blessed <3
god really answer my prayer . Just timing !
nothing is too early or too late. ;)
this time god put me in this new place, new enviroment, met new different people.
train me to be stronger.
the only problem is i really hard to adapt an new enviroment.
that time i been taken a long period to adapt melacca.
heehee. *paiseh* 
This couse will be wonderfull for sure ;)
god did wonderful thing in everyone's life :)
remember god love you always :)
God want you to rely him ^____^

ok.  
HAPPY NEW YAER !!! <3
welcome to 2012 .
this is my 2012 1st post ;)
this picture is snap on 1.1.2011. i din't wear lens on this picture. a bit weird ><
lens oways make me have a pair of barbie eye . hahax
ok. is not my topic of today!

1.1.2012 i make an BIG DECISION.  

YES! i going to leave melacca. bye bye :(

This week i going to end up everything !

the reason i leave is i going to KL study .

Actually i was thinking need to leave quietly or tell it on public ?

if i tell it on public people sure keep asking WHY .

lazy to tell one by one.

wat can i say? i just can said i did't like accounting.

i really lazy to explain.

and i feel so so so so so so so sorry that before i promised i can do those photoshoot.

now i really can't do. :(

rui ping n wan sing you gals are the 3nd one know that i going to leave melacca.
i want to tell is i really greatful to meet u gals.
wan sing after u read this please dun cry .ok.
i know u begin a sensibility people! XD
easy to cry this panda ><
i dun know at KL still can meet an friend just like u 2 o not.
funny, 38, can gosip everything! know how to cook. caring me, call me wake up every morning ,said rude word to each other. hahahahahax.
everytime our house having cook at home, u gals sure ask me to leave the kitchen even i want to help~ hahahaxxx
n oways scare me kena potong myself. LOL!!!
as they know i really can't cook. I remember gt 1 time rui ping was cutting the fish, suddenly the fish head drop down, i scream like hell. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAXX!!!
rui ping straight scold me jiak sai!!! LOL!!!
so, i oways "goyang kaki" to waiting the dinner is done cook~ LOL
sometime i woke up sure gt something can eat 1.
wansing just like my mother, when i sick she sure take care of me~
gv me medicine ask me dun eat that eat this. I tell u 1 thing wan sing really know how to cook. she can cook well. her boyfriend sure very proud to her.XD
thanks god gv me 2 best friend at melacca!
they r so caring me ;)
i appreciate it :)

a song of today :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tg1tIHxw0jE&feature=share

2moro i going to leave melacca.

so, tonight i going to do a farewell party MIXX. (not sure the venue yet)

coursemates come n join yarx. <3

i can't make this post too long, coz now i going to do cloth photoshoot :)

is annahouse again .

BYE~ SEE YOU <3

 

FELIZ NAVIDAD !!!<3

i remember is on year 2009 i with mirael, jesslyne and some church member dance this song at bahau church.
hahahaxxx.
now think back abit funny.
wearing santa hat, short skirt, black T-shirt, n legging. hahahaxxx
I really not good in dacing ><
in chinese call [舞痴] so lousy...
i tell u guys cavien n mirael damn good in dacing
in chinese call [舞后]
hey~ mirael, i saw you blog about christmas, so fun harx...
pratice all that n go KL perform.
feel like want to separate my body go celebrate with u gals. hahahaxx
*sob* *sob*
hmmm...
this year i celebrate at melacca chruch not bad also ;)
my group leader arrange me to do an make-up artis . ;)
helping fashion show performer, drama performer, dance performer n song lead to make-up, they said i am a good in make-up and hair style. hahahax hapiii <3
self-obsessed . LOL!!!

all the decoration n food all that is done my church member !
so nice!!! <3
that nite kinda look like twilight when edward n bella dacing's that moment
got that feel. but my edward din come~ rui ping go back hometown ady . hahahahahahahaxx
yes! rui ping u r my edward. LOL!!!
sure kena hit by his fans...hahahahaxx eg. bou wai, bou miao, miao miao?? n...shhh can't tell ady. hahahahax
dun bit me after you read this rui ping.LOL
my melacca fren sure knoe wat i mean .XD
this is how my melacca chruch that day looks like ;)

 

that nite is staring on 8:00 pm

i <3ing it.

this is one of the food on christmas eve. i din take so much of pic.. aikssssssss.
gt alot pic in on lex there. i lack of pic to blog. ><

after we ate, still got time to take some photo. heehee
i love joyin when she smile . sweet.
that day she wear skirt !
only that day~~~
i want to see again. pls wear again:)
its great! ;)

she is shi ling. i oso 1st time saw she wear skirt!
that nite everyone were so pretty and handsome.
the theme is sunning christmas
they all wearing hawayii style, but my outfit not suitable that theme.
coz my hawayii dress leave it at bahau [is my b'day gift too]-.-

9:00 o'clock the performance is getting start!!
haizz. i dun hv pic niaaaaaaaa....
can't show it ><
pretty nice !!!
they r great !!!
Gave a big clap for them ;) *CLAP* *CLAP*
the next program is fashion show competition.
OH NO! that nite i get into the final list.
really shit...arghhhhh want to do a cat walk on stage is ok .
but they said want to show talent on stage.
i feel so embrasing on stage, keep hiding my face ><
my fren sure keep on laughing at down there.
skip it ><~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
the ending were very nice, everybody is dancing 2gether :)

 edwin and i dun wat he call ady . hahahax. sry ><

 me & shi ling <3

 me & marcus

marcus & shi ling

 

here we are ;)

if i not misstake the left one is call long gor?

izzit???

hahahax.

at last we all clearn-up our church.

 my gift...sorry i din prepare gift. ><

all the present is special <3

i appreciate it :-*

THE END...

CHRISTMAS'S SHORT POST

嘿 ~嘿~
刚冲完热水澡，当然是拆礼物啦~
嘻嘻。
我今天有收获叻！圣诞礼物 + 生日礼物。哈哈！要不是有礼物的推动，不想这么快从厕所出来。
冷冷的天气当然要享受热水澡啦。
其实今天我去参加朋友的葬礼。
很不幸的。
希望他能快点恢复心情 :)
坐了六小时的车，屁股跟背后都快扁了。
地点在彭亨。
非常非常累的我不懂哪来的兴致写部落格。
这几天睡眠非常不足啊~~~
躺下去就跟死猪没两样 ><
好了我要睡了，明天又是我拍摄的日子。
希望明天病情会比较好。
有很多照片都懒惰放。迟点吧 :)
谢谢mmu小组 帮我提前庆祝 <3
God blessed you all <3
AMEN !!!

24122011

christmas eve 24.12.2011 already passed.
now it is 25/12.
i just came back from church, damn damn damn tired ><
i will post in detail on 2moro o wat, coz now i going to sleep.
2moro morning have to go church too:)

once again MERRY CHRISTMAS  !!!

delete

today i delete all the...
actually i not willing to delete it.
after exam i went to 'mak mak'
during that time i sitting on the chair, waiting the food come, wishing an miracle appear .
Izzit i stupid o wat?
felt that i am so foolish.
I am too naive thinking
i tot u r thinking something same as me
well, i am so wrong. 
try to force myself delete.
kinda sad to delete .
but i am happy to meet u :)
bye bye

Gone gone gone...

ah HA!!!
December always my favorite ! ^^
christmas coming soon, jingle bell ~ jingle bell~~~ yeah yeah~ hapii ;)
and SALES is everywhere! <3
This year i decided celebrate at melacca, no more bahau, want to try new environment new people..teehee.

hopefully will be great .another reason i like december is bcoz  my b'day is on december too. hahax. actually nothing special, not so expect it. for my whole life 18 years normally celebrate with family friend friend friend family family friend family , kinda boring larx. i never try before celebrate with my own self and bf. i am single. So, this year i will plan ccelebrate by myself. XD planing shop whole day at KL. the only 1 i need is money.hahax. money come $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ in to huii xiin. :-* LOLX.

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四条1的今天，
普通的很！
起床，上课（auditing），放学，吃晚餐。
就这样过。
还有PK Tetris Battle, 一直输输输输输输输输输啊！
气死我 -.-
真的不明白为什么那些人酱厉害玩。

我想念我的老鼠~~~~~~~~~
想把它带来马六甲，有它我没那么孤单。
至少可以抱着它跟它说说话
我想回家。 =(

十一月即将过去，十二月即将到来。
就这样一个月又一个月，如果不是朋友的提醒，也不知道自己的生日快到了。
想到生日的到来都恐怖。
回头看看，中五毕业到现在，就糟糕到现在。
越来越糟糕，一团糟。
不懂为什么今天很感伤，可能是十一月吧。

看不到路 =(

现在是半夜四点三十五分

慧欣啊。。。慧欣啊。。。

你要消耗时间到何时？
曾经很相信能耀眼自己，那份热情不见了 寻找着那份热情，那份动力。
小时候有一个大梦，长大后梦变得很小很小，一切都变成泡沫。
 

我的梦 

许多东西阻挡我，好多东西想不通 好挣扎，很煎熬。

我的主啊~ 我需要你，请你给我启示，带领我。。。

我该往哪里一个方向发展？
明年就二十岁了 没有确定的目标，很迷惘， 看不到前面的路。
不想每天行尸走肉似的
可以喊STOP吗？
曾经的目标不敢去闯，觉得那条路好难行。
每个懂我的人，都说你的天分在那里 为什么不去？
连爸妈都发现我的天份。。。
为什么当初要拒绝那样的天份?
为什么要不承认？
我喜欢的东西真的不在马六甲
有个朋友告诉我：不要为未来而读书，要为梦想而读书
我就是为了未来才来马六甲的。。。
真的可以喜欢下去吗？
真的可以对自己喜欢的东西坦白吗？
真的可以跟的感觉走吗？
真的可以相信那份感觉吗？
我， 很贪心， 愿天天有美好的派对。
很多的诱惑
我总是很容易受影响

不管了！这个礼拜回家一定要最后答案！ LEAVE OR STAY ?

21092011

时间 tik tok tik tok 地走~ 我的病越来越严重。。。。。。。鼻涕一支流。。。arghhhhhhhh 我的书很多还没读！很多东西还没学会！！惨了~惨了~ 我不会 -.- 我得努力！！！ 吃了药，很累。。。在床上翻来翻去地，睡不着啦~你叫我哪有精神STUDY? 我的头又晕 晕 晕 晕 晕 晕 晕 晕 晕，又重 重 重 重 重 重 重 重 重。。。。。。。

2moro is my final exam

shocked ME! Just now my mom were calling me =) after she saw my facebook status... my tears almost drop again when i talking with her...

before that~ my mom go and like my status, my tears started drop...tears make my AUDITING's note wet.... I felt so touched =D during that moment when i saw my mom like my status, the 1st word I said :thank god~hahahaxx...anyway, really thankfulness =) Look: -.-

Really thank you god gave me a great mother...........:D I can't spent too much of time on blogger...if not i going to fail this subject~ going to study right now...tata =) ❤